Got a call from a recruitment agent, asking me to go for an interview tomorrow.
I replied her email saying I am not accepting the interview invitation.
The person called back asking why.
Well, I have stated my reason clear enough, not necessary for her to call me and confirm.
"Yea, the location is very far away from my house, and I don't own a car.....
(OS it would be great if you are in SG or HK cause I can go any places by train)
And you know, Malaysia's transportation system is not that development so it's quite inconvenient"
"Oh, actually there is a LRT station near the company"
(OS Okay..location is not the main reason I don't accept the interview)
"Right, but it's still far away from my place, so maybe not"
(OS Could you please stop asking)
"Or it's the company's problem?"
(OS SHOCKED the recruitment agent asked me this question)
"Oh no, the company looks great. But it's not what I am looking for..."
(OS Okay you forced me to say so. Location is never a problem to me, but I don't me and the company are suitable to each other)
"Oh...then........."
(OS Alright miss, you are really pissing me off..)
"I really appreciate your interest in me, and thanks for calling"
(OS Finally...)
Firstly,
I do appreciate she called and refer me to her client, but I am not interested because I am so afraid that this will be another "hanging goat head selling dog's meat" case as this is a small company. I've experienced twice and trust me, you are not going to like the experience and feeling.
Secondly,
I've stated my reason clear enough in the email, why do you need to call and push me for revealing the truth? It is no good, isn't it?
Thirdly,
I am sorrowing and don't ask me. It's just so impossible for me to be positive, although I did feel alive after yesterday's interview.
*About yesterday's interview*
It was the best interview experience I have never had. The interviewer shares the same interests as I do, and he asked me few weird but interesting questions. Keep it short, I like to work with this guy. Feel very good after talking to him, and I do hope that he will hire me.
But I've tried my best, and the rest of it I'll handle to him, which I have no idea what he has arranged for me.
I am prepared, I am ready, but in the wrong timing.
25.8.13
Just an emo post
No one is pushing me
I am the one who is being pushy to myself.
Dad asks me to be patient, give myself few months to look for a job that I really like.
Mum says take your time, don't simply apply for ANY jobs.
Others say don't be picky.
I have no idea what's wrong.
When my cousin offers me a position in her coffee house, which they are now planning to launch it in Melaka, I wish I could say yes.
If you know me, you do know I love cafe so much that I am also a cafe hunter.
Yet, I am a freshie, I need more experience.
I need a job before starting my own business.
My emotion is unstable these days, mainly because of not getting a job, loosing a netbook and missing HK.
My BFF is right.
She pointed out that I am now in my comfort zone and I've let myself to "sink" in it for a long time which I no longer feel comfortable. Guess I am a weirdo.
Ashley is right.
She pointed out all the mistakes in my resume, and she had spent her time to revise it for me. Appreciate it very much.
Mum, dad and Michele are right.
Looking for a good job takes time.
I am wrong.
I shouldn't be harsh and shouldn't think so much.
Writing nonsense.
I am the one who is being pushy to myself.
Dad asks me to be patient, give myself few months to look for a job that I really like.
Mum says take your time, don't simply apply for ANY jobs.
Others say don't be picky.
I have no idea what's wrong.
When my cousin offers me a position in her coffee house, which they are now planning to launch it in Melaka, I wish I could say yes.
If you know me, you do know I love cafe so much that I am also a cafe hunter.
Yet, I am a freshie, I need more experience.
I need a job before starting my own business.
My emotion is unstable these days, mainly because of not getting a job, loosing a netbook and missing HK.
My BFF is right.
She pointed out that I am now in my comfort zone and I've let myself to "sink" in it for a long time which I no longer feel comfortable. Guess I am a weirdo.
Ashley is right.
She pointed out all the mistakes in my resume, and she had spent her time to revise it for me. Appreciate it very much.
Mum, dad and Michele are right.
Looking for a good job takes time.
I am wrong.
I shouldn't be harsh and shouldn't think so much.
Writing nonsense.
27.7.13
Waiting period
继上篇 已经是一个半月前的事
所以 我 在干嘛
在机场意外地没有崩溃 晔没有撕心裂肺的痛
只是平静地带着所有的行李与回忆在寒冷的桃园机场过夜
之后去了台东打工 去了台南 彰化 台北 宜兰
只是现在的心情不适合回忆在台湾玩乐的总总
等有时间吧 有心情吧 再写吧
一个月后 我回到了马来西亚 却是意外的没有任何感受
不太兴奋 也没有因为离开台湾而感伤 就只是很平静的回来
例常 见了该见的人 不想见的也见了
是开心的 可是总觉得少了些什么
今早的梦好真实 好清晰
梦见最爱的professor Xu 允许我迟交paper
出了电梯 转左是交给tutor 转右交给professor
我转右 因为我想亲自让他看到我的paper 也因为我真的很崇拜他
敲门 他说他在忙 说其实我不必交给他 给tutor就好
结果不知怎么我突然发现paper上漏了些东西 professor说允许我用他前面的电脑做更改
改好 professor 还在忙 没有时间理我 我竟然在他面前看起卡通来
突然听到他开始webcam我才回神 为什么会在他面前看卡通？！
匆忙 我把paper给他
不知道他是不是看到我看卡通觉得很离谱 他说拿给tutor就好
可是出门在电梯我看到tutor已经收拾好要回家而且还跟一个我很讨厌的老师一起等电梯
我决定不亲自拿给她 明天再来
结果看了时间 糟糕 今天上学第一天 我忘了我现在有课
惊醒。
为什么记录的这么详细？
因为这个梦完全反映我的自满 仇恨 小气 鲁莽
且 它写照了我的现实状况
惊醒后我立马打给神婆求助 她说梦地关键在走左与走右
若我电梯出来后选择的是转左交给tutor可能就不会发生那么多事情
可是偏偏我太爱这个professor我要见他所以我转右
套用在现实生活中它代表 我因为很想要去新加坡工作 因为很想要做marketing的工作 所以就算我知道会波折重重 我也会选择把它走完
所以那代表如果我一开始就选择向左 我现在就不会每天在struggle吗？
那 向左 是什么呢？
我一直不敢承认我的不适应
身体上 心灵上
是我还没有准备好接受我已经毕业了没有所谓的summer holiday 要认认真真找工作
还是我压根已经适应了不知道哪里的生活？
亦或者只是我自己想太多 其实事情并没有自己想象中的困难 是自己一直不断给自己找压力找理由
再次 我不想去弄懂waiting period 的忧郁
昨天把回去香港的机票订了以后心情异常愉悦
就好像在香港念书时订回来马来西亚的机票一样
那是一种回家的欢乐
朋友问我 你为什么那么想要去新加坡
其实我真的答不上来
就好像想要去香港念书也是没有理由的
可是这次能不能延续上次的好运 让梦想成真？
我想要好好的呼吸 可是为什么都是烟味
我想要好好的与你们对话 可是为什么是这种态度
我想要 我想要 可是再可是
总是有endless的desires and buts
Come on, give me a OKAY!!!!
所以 我 在干嘛
在机场意外地没有崩溃 晔没有撕心裂肺的痛
只是平静地带着所有的行李与回忆在寒冷的桃园机场过夜
之后去了台东打工 去了台南 彰化 台北 宜兰
只是现在的心情不适合回忆在台湾玩乐的总总
等有时间吧 有心情吧 再写吧
一个月后 我回到了马来西亚 却是意外的没有任何感受
不太兴奋 也没有因为离开台湾而感伤 就只是很平静的回来
例常 见了该见的人 不想见的也见了
是开心的 可是总觉得少了些什么
今早的梦好真实 好清晰
梦见最爱的professor Xu 允许我迟交paper
出了电梯 转左是交给tutor 转右交给professor
我转右 因为我想亲自让他看到我的paper 也因为我真的很崇拜他
敲门 他说他在忙 说其实我不必交给他 给tutor就好
结果不知怎么我突然发现paper上漏了些东西 professor说允许我用他前面的电脑做更改
改好 professor 还在忙 没有时间理我 我竟然在他面前看起卡通来
突然听到他开始webcam我才回神 为什么会在他面前看卡通？！
匆忙 我把paper给他
不知道他是不是看到我看卡通觉得很离谱 他说拿给tutor就好
可是出门在电梯我看到tutor已经收拾好要回家而且还跟一个我很讨厌的老师一起等电梯
我决定不亲自拿给她 明天再来
结果看了时间 糟糕 今天上学第一天 我忘了我现在有课
惊醒。
为什么记录的这么详细？
因为这个梦完全反映我的自满 仇恨 小气 鲁莽
且 它写照了我的现实状况
惊醒后我立马打给神婆求助 她说梦地关键在走左与走右
若我电梯出来后选择的是转左交给tutor可能就不会发生那么多事情
可是偏偏我太爱这个professor我要见他所以我转右
套用在现实生活中它代表 我因为很想要去新加坡工作 因为很想要做marketing的工作 所以就算我知道会波折重重 我也会选择把它走完
所以那代表如果我一开始就选择向左 我现在就不会每天在struggle吗？
那 向左 是什么呢？
我一直不敢承认我的不适应
身体上 心灵上
是我还没有准备好接受我已经毕业了没有所谓的summer holiday 要认认真真找工作
还是我压根已经适应了不知道哪里的生活？
亦或者只是我自己想太多 其实事情并没有自己想象中的困难 是自己一直不断给自己找压力找理由
再次 我不想去弄懂waiting period 的忧郁
昨天把回去香港的机票订了以后心情异常愉悦
就好像在香港念书时订回来马来西亚的机票一样
那是一种回家的欢乐
朋友问我 你为什么那么想要去新加坡
其实我真的答不上来
就好像想要去香港念书也是没有理由的
可是这次能不能延续上次的好运 让梦想成真？
我想要好好的呼吸 可是为什么都是烟味
我想要好好的与你们对话 可是为什么是这种态度
我想要 我想要 可是再可是
总是有endless的desires and buts
Come on, give me a OKAY!!!!
5.6.13
15.5.13
考试月
今天又去维多利亚港旁跑步了
很累 肌肉很酸痛 可是还是坚持去那里跑步
只是为了要看一看妳
乌云笼罩中银 整个香港岛 乌云密布 可是妳依然美丽
一想到不久就要与你分离 是很不舍
今天海水好象也特别咸
吸进去的空气全都是咸得要命 似眼泪的咸
是你也在挽留吗 还是因为黄鸭没气了你在伤心
乖乖 黄鸭充充气就会回到你的怀抱了
考试季节 心情很坏的机率飙高
每天困在房间里 一整个人很容易疯掉
每天唯一最轻松的时候就是运动的那一个小时
啊 连睡觉压力都不放过我 我觉得我好象没有睡到
星期一的面试栽了 完全没有预料到是用广东话
Should expected the unexpected
是我太大意
*拍拍肩膀*
没有进到third round 台湾的旅行计划就可以顺利进行了
好吧 至少不用再烦恼找房子 改机票的事情
双手合十
把书念完 考试
考试后的行程 满满的
把心情也填得满满的离开这第二个家
很累 肌肉很酸痛 可是还是坚持去那里跑步
只是为了要看一看妳
乌云笼罩中银 整个香港岛 乌云密布 可是妳依然美丽
一想到不久就要与你分离 是很不舍
今天海水好象也特别咸
吸进去的空气全都是咸得要命 似眼泪的咸
是你也在挽留吗 还是因为黄鸭没气了你在伤心
乖乖 黄鸭充充气就会回到你的怀抱了
考试季节 心情很坏的机率飙高
每天困在房间里 一整个人很容易疯掉
每天唯一最轻松的时候就是运动的那一个小时
啊 连睡觉压力都不放过我 我觉得我好象没有睡到
星期一的面试栽了 完全没有预料到是用广东话
Should expected the unexpected
是我太大意
*拍拍肩膀*
没有进到third round 台湾的旅行计划就可以顺利进行了
好吧 至少不用再烦恼找房子 改机票的事情
双手合十
把书念完 考试
考试后的行程 满满的
把心情也填得满满的离开这第二个家
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