F

Faith.
Fear.
Frustrated.
Fragile.

FUCK OFF.

_这是无题_

最近是诸事不顺
想要的没得到  是因为自己不够努力 还是不够好

是否好运气用完了 就不会再有了
那怎样才能够收集那样的好运气

每天都希望好事情发生在自己的身上
那上帝应该很忙   因为太多人有这样的要求

如果是这样
亲爱的上帝   是否要我帮你按摩捶背

亦或者
我该停止向你请求  而该自己努力争取

可是话说回来  我并没有不努力
可是往往100分的努力  却没有100分的回报

我也不需要100 分的回报  至少
可以给我80分吗  可以吗

写小说的事搁置了  看书的事搁置了
比赛的事野心大了可是胆怯了  我到底想什么

我可以抱怨生活上任何一件小事情
却可以为任何小事感到雀跃   情绪很波动 我懂 真的懂

每天看着Lampotila cafe 的计划
火却慢慢熄灭  我似乎忘记了这个梦想

又开始迷失  迷失在生活里
可我宁愿在森林迷失 至少我知道有光的地方就是出口

胆怯的  野心的  迷失的  欢乐的  生气的
怎么这么多情绪里只有一个是正面的

拜托拜托  
下一个旅行  我要出城

双手合十
诚心诚意

Luxury

"You are carrying Gucci's bag, wearing Tiffany&Co's ring and Cartier's diamond watch, applying Channel no.5 and in a Prada dress.
I only feel pathetic to you because you are not the one who earn money."

Or in another word, I will respect you, if you do earn the money by yourself and spend on these luxury goods. If you are not, why showing off? You might gain respect from others who see you in the branded image, but how about others who know where your money come from? If wearing MONEY on you makes you feel respected, why don't just make yourself a dress with all USD notes?

Here comes the debate : How do you classify luxury goods?
Well, different people has different perception.
My friend thinks that other than necessity goods, it's luxury goods. For me, those big brands whose marginal cost is super high and carrying social status are luxury goods. And you? I am sure it will be a different answer.

In Hong Kong, it is the fact that luxury goods show your identity. It is materialistic and realistic, I know. It is not surprise if you see a middle age woman carrying LV bag but wearing plain color clothes, walking on one of the busiest street in Central. It is so sarcastic, people will tag you by seeing you with a LV bag, no matter what you are wearing--"WOW, LV Bag!" And you gained social status.


I couldn't remember who told me about this statement "Rich people will not show what the brands they are wearing." Proof? Well, one of my senior whose father is one of the directors from a big company do not show off how rich he is by wearing Ralph Lauren, or wearing a Rolex. However, he is REALLY RICH.

I am not saying that buying branded goods are pathetic, it's just that if the money you spend on it is not your own money, then forget about it, you are wasting your money to gain fake respects.
If you do gain them yourself, you are Brilliant, give you all the respects.

However, the purpose of buying branded goods shouldn't be showing off, it should be fulfilling your "self-esteem" or even "self actualization"needs. Gaining respects or not is no longer the focus point, you are wearing it, you are the one who feel happy, then it's enough, isn't it?

Thus, branded goods' marketing strategies are the "prime criminal" of this phenomenon. Social status, reference groups, peer pressure etc.
So cool, I am studying Marketing, a future marketer. I am the one who will be doing this. And what? I don't like this phenomenon. But this is so true, this is the fact, this is a technique to attract consumers. (Somehow I feel sad to myself that I am so sensitive to the marketing strategies that different brands use in order to attract consumers, till I couldn't really enjoy the promotions.)

And maybe someday I will be carrying Prada, applying Dior perfume. Hopefully those luxury brands I bought are to entertain myself instead of others. Hopefully.

Main point of this article? NAHHHHH...just forget about it. It's just something that a very sick and blur and tired person wrote.

久违

好久不曾 大家一起很期待同一个晚上

放学  惊喜   装扮

住在同一个套房的好处

就是你可以从厕所大喊  问女孩们穿什么衣服

可以问你的头发这样好看吗

可以问室友帮你拉拉链

然后一起打扮 出门

食物似乎不再是重点

用餐的地点也只是配角

重点在 人都齐了  欢乐也到了

几杯下肚  没醉但不是最清醒

随着音乐摇摆  烦恼统统都丢掉

什么压力 什么情绪 全部都变不见

只剩下音乐 舞步 朋友

最近走红的gangnam style 全场的人都疯狂

一直到 音乐减弱 才发现警察查牌

无丝毫畏惧  只是觉得很新奇

平时在电视里看到的查牌 现在自己遇上了

没有电视里的装腔作势

警察也没有红可怕 

当然也不是电视里的便装警察  都是军装的

警察走了  音乐继续

继续未完的ganggam style

一个birthday shot

祝你生日快乐

一张照片  几个笑容

我爱这样的我们

也提醒着

这个久违的欢乐与爱