I left my smile behind

There are too many stories in our life,
not till the end, we do not know how is the ending.
However, we can control the story line,
although sometimes it will go out of control.

How if our story is out of control?
It is the fact anyway, we can't change anything.
Well, change your attitude towards the particular content.
After you changed, you may find out that actually it's not so hard,
it's always you yourself making things complicated.

You suffered, you cry, you scream, you call for help.
When nobody is there for you, you look around, cry even louder, scream like hell.
Now, the question is so clear.
Why are you crying?
Because of sadness?madness?disappointment? what else?
Or it's just  because you need other's caring?
The answer has never been so clear, right?

You look into my eyes, I can see your eyes flooded by tears.
Without speaking any word, I know your answer is a simple yes.
I can hear your heart, struggling in the dark.
Trust is the issue, and it does matter.
You are choosing trust or not to trust.
When you decided to trust,
your past hold you back,
reminding you the sad story.

Someone whisper beside your ears,
telling you you shouldn't judge the issue by letting your past in.
You nod your head, tell me you want to go for a walk, alone.

It's 10 degree outside, not that cold.
Actually it's nice weather, because there is sunshine without strong wind.
You walk so slow, breath in fresh air,  breath out sadness.
When you reach your destination,
all the sadnesses are gone, magically.

But you forget about your smile,
you left it behind.
Don't rush back.
Go back slowly, you will find your way.
Very soon, your smile will be back.


**Is so tired of using internet,it makes the distance between people so close yet so far,
and unreachable. It only makes people frustrated and fragile.**